THANKFUL

So I was looking at everyone else's post this morning and decided I probably needed to post. As you can see I don't post everyday. I am very thankful this morning....I am racking up on days at the high school. I kinda wanted to be lazy today, do laundry and just do what I wanted but I had a teacher call me and I just couldn't tell her ''no" because we really need the money. I have been working a lot this month and I will all week next for an Ag. teacher that will be going to Indianapolis to a convention for a week. I am thankful God has opened that door this month and given me the opportunity to work.

Well....i still don't know whats going on with me. I haven't taken the time to go to the dr. Last night my husband and I were talking in the den, the kids were in there rooms doing their own thing and nothing chaotic was going on and all of a sudden tears just started rolling for no reason whatsoever. I told my husband I just don't understand "WHY?" and I am really not sure at this point if being aware of it is a good thing or not. I don't want to hold things in but at the same time if I feel this mood thing coming on. I will ask myself.....is it really worth it to bring that up or is it really worth it to argue about that. I really hope there is someone out there that knows what I am going through and can relate. There are probably others that think I am crazy.

Kim...I have the book "Battlefield of the mind." But I have never done the study. I think it would help tremendously. I feel like it is an imbalance but I am like Nikki, sometimes I feel like it's a God issue. I can't seem to let some things go but like last night.......crying out of the blue like that scared me.

My free period is about over so I guess I better get off this computer. I will try to post more later or at least post more often.

Take care and keep the prayers flowing,
Lisa